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[29 Mar 2008|04:02am] |
OH ANOTHER THING.
Mother and I are almost positive I have TMJ.
Strange headaches, teeth grinding, the feeling of needing to pop my jaw constantly.
That's awesome. If I don't have enough health problems, lets add this to the list of all the things I can't get checked out because I don't fucking have insurance.
Stupid America and your expensive healthcare.
This time I really am going to bed and cuddling my kitties and being all cozy...
Goooooooodnight
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[29 Mar 2008|03:43am] |
Ever since I found out the date he will be leaving Iraq for the not-so-much-better country of Kuwait to finally come home to me for midtour, I CANNOT FUCKING GO TO BED AT A DECENT HOUR.
It's so damn annoying.
Not to mention since we got the webcams up and running, I get the crazy idea that he's going to be on at all hours of the night. So I stay up and wait. Fully aware that he probably will not wake up butt ass early to talk to me.
I'm crazy....heading that way anyways.
But!!! He will be here soon. And that makes me overwhelmed with joy!
The day I get to hug and kiss and squeeze and tickle the hell out of him...well, I'll just be sent over the top.
Ummm...it's almost 4 am.
Stephanie and I attempted to go see Stop-Loss tonight. No one told me the damn movie is rated R!!! So bringing my 15 year old sister never seemed like a problem. Until the snotty ass bitch at the window asked for her ID.
So I threw someones old receipt at the window and stomped away like a mad little girl.
And then I ate some Taco Bell. And then I felt like shit, thought seriously about running when I got home, then decided to not because I'm lazy.
It really did make me feel not so good.
Hm. Maybe it's my one small meal a day lifestyle I've had since I've been back in Pittsburgh...
Going to Kia tomorrow with mein Mutter to see if they will give me a car.
That'd be nice in so many ways.
I could go see the future in-laws who I miss so badly.
I could also get to a further away job with much more ease.
Annnnd babyhead wouldn't have to throw down a G for a stupid rental car for 2 weeks.
Shit is too complicated. I hate complications. It rattles my brain in some bad ways.
OCD kicked in a lot more since I left here the first time.
I don't like it.
I get these ticks and when I think about doing something...I HAVE to do it, no matter how insanely retarded it may be. Such as typing out ridiculous words while I'm texting. Words I don't even mean to be in the original text. And then I hit the backspace. And sometimes I'll have to do it again. That is the biggest annoyance ever.
But I get headaches when I don't do it so whatever.
Paranoia started again. WHY DOES IT ONLY HAPPEN WHEN I'M IN PENNSYLVANIA?
Eww on the reals.
Jabbajabba....wasn't that one of those dance teams on MTV?
I think I watched that but I don't know.
I do know that before I go seriously crazy, I need to go to bed.
endrantofpointlessness
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[16 Aug 2007|09:24am] |
B-RAD I HOPE YOU KNOW I AM DEPRIVING MYSELF FROM SLEEP BECAUSE I'M LETTING YOU SIT AT MY HOUSE WITH YOUR MIDGET MANIA!
but i'm sooooo tiiireeed =(
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[16 Aug 2007|06:36am] |
Hi!
Friends only!
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